I am drawn to chaos and contradictions, and to moments of instability and upheaval. In searching for a bittersweet understanding of these experiences, this zine reflects the desire to understand an ever-shifting world of uncertainty and affective moments that shape me. It is equal parts a cinematic coming-of-age story, and an observational look at a past still not fully comprehended. CCP.PE.ZINE is a collaborative publishing initiative from the Centre for Contemporary Photography and Perimeter Editions, dedicated to providing a platform for emerging photographic artists to exhibit their work in an accessible zine format. Each zine in the series focuses on a single body of work by artists selected by the CCP. Ryley Clarke is a visual storyteller, photographer, and filmmaker based in Melbourne, Australia.